Antsy

A previous supervisor once told me I was poor at planning and excellent at execution.  That's a pretty accurate assessment of my style.  Perhaps it's starting to reach that point with my new employer.

I'm ready to get this on the air.  I'm ready for the planning to be over and the broadcasting to begin.  

Not because I want to get on the air.  Not because I love the sound of my own voice.  But because it's what I'm good at and truly enjoy.

It doesn't help that I'm preoccupied with something else going on in my life which I'm still debating whether to blog about or not.  The more I sit at a desk doing busy work, the more time I dwell on it.  The more I'm cooped up in a studio for an hour having to learn how to operate a piece of equipment that's basic to this industry, the more antsy I get.  I'm sure in another time, I would have been diagnosed with ADD.

I did manage to compile a list of local stocks for our business segments today.  I have in the back of my mind how my day will be structured.  But I just need to get down to doing it.

We allegedly had a blizzard here last night.  There wasn't much snow this far south, so the drive to work from my hotel room was uneventful.  I went to the post office after work to buy some stamps and return a Netflix envelope.  Then I came back to my hotel room for another night with the WiFi and television.  I'll reach into the grab bag of high sodium microwavable fare in a little while and have dinner.  That's another thing.  I only eat dinner right now.  Other than continuous cups of coffee and a candy bar out of the machine in the office, I'm eating no meals.  I just don't have an appetite.  I'm nervous and antsy and I want to get into a normal routine.